I just want to stop thinking!

loz

I wish I could just switch off from ttc, just be normal and go with the flow and not think every second of every day “what did that twinge mean” I’m feeling hotter today, my boobs hurt, I feel more hungry, I’ll pee on a stick, wake up every morning not move an inch before I take my temps, then symptom obsess as af approaches! Then going nuts over thinking something is wrong with my body as to why I’m not pregnant yet!!! Arghhhh it’s doing my head in! I just don’t want to think anymore, I hate how deep I’ve gotten into ttc, I just want to go back to the days where I was just feeling like “me”