kinda long but hella conflicted HEEELLLPPP

okay so I've never been in a relationship b/c I'm too much of a commitment phobe so I've just had random hookups but there's one guy that I've been sleeping with for a while now and we're kind of friends idk but I thought I was starting to like him but I have never actually liked someone so I had no clue if it was real or anything. Anyways, the other night I went out and kind of hit it off with this really cute and sweet guy so I went home with him but I was on my period and he did not give a shit about anything. He didn't care if I didn't shave in a while or if I was on my period, we just hit the shower then the bed and it was great. We also talked forever and he was hilarious. But today I hooked up with the other guy and he left after a while b/c he said I was still on my period...I am not...I know my body so I checked and he tore me, which I warned him about. He is nice and funny but idk... Anyways, now my Vag hurts and I'm left thinking about the sweet guy (which I also thought about during sex) and idk if I'm in to him or not cuz we still talk and the conversations are real and not about "send nudes"