13 days from now we ttc 😬 but...

Michelle 🇬🇧

I came off the pill a month ago. I ovulated 2 wks after I came off it and then got my period/break through bleed today, 2 wks after I ovulated. So everything seems to be back on track right away. I’m going to ttc on my next ovulation cycle in 13 days! It’s getting real now and I’m starting to panic!! 😬 I’m 39 40 in Oct. my sister today said I’m crazy, she can’t believe I’d even consider doing it again and I should really think hard before I do ‘anything silly’ in 2 wks. My MIL has told me not to and my cousin said omg she’s almost 40 why would she want another?!?! I have 4 kids, youngest is 15 mths. My oldest is off to university in a year from now. So we will have a spare room. Plus I’d like 2 little ones to raise together. But all these ppl keep telling me not too and I’m to old and don’t do it. Starting to get to me. I don’t know why I let ppl in my head 😡