frustrated sex!?

my SO woke me up in the middle of the night for sex, we had sex, and in the middle of it, he started cramping on his abdominal. he was mad, got out, and threw his shirt at my face hard. it hit the inside of my eye. he yelled that hes so tired of having sex. hes tired of doing the work. i even offered doing it, but he doesnt let me, he never lets me! anyways, i thought he didnt want to have sex anymore, so i got up to get dressed. he ask me what im doing cause hes not finished yet. as i was gonna lay in bed w him, he pushed me so hard, i flew against the wall. he said, ok fuck you then, fuck you bitch and went to wash himself. yelling that our sex sucks, i suck, hes tired of giving me sex, then he fell right back asleep when he went back to bed. im so upset about this, still is. most of the time when we have sex, hed get cramps and put his frustration on me, but this time he overdid it. he always blames it on me and idk why! if its me, then i must not attract him anymore. idk anymore!