Need to vent

So it's been a year since I've been clean for chlamydia! (bastard ass nigga gave it to me and didn't tell me) and it's been about 6 months since I've been off my IUD (I only had it in for a couple months and took it out bc it would give me unnecessary bad cramps) and I've had regular periods ever since and I still can't just get pregnant! tomorrow is my last day of Ovulation, a couple days after my period I've experienced a light brown discharge and I looked it up on what it could be and it said that it could be me ovulating orr early stage of pregnancy (highly doubtful) but I've taken a blue dye test and it had the most strongest evap like I've ever seen it was so dark but thin. so me of course took two more and Bam. Big effing fat negatives. and then bam. had a three day period. I'm just so sad ladies. I'm young and still have my whole life . ahead of me I'll be 20 this year but all of my friends literally ALL of them have kids even my boyfriend. i just feel like I won't ever have my own baby. last night I had a dream that I had a beautiful baby girl and woke up and got instantly sad. but thanks for reading beautiful ladies. hope you all have a wonderful night!!! ❤️❤️