I don’t really know how to explain things... but I know my depression is getting worse especially after a miscarriage... we’re trying for another baby and I’m currently in the 2 weeks waiting game right now and it’s killing me... I feel like the one test I have is going to come back negative when I’m finally able to take it.... I can’t bring myself to throw away my previous positives from my last pregnancy... it’s hard enough to even look at them with out crying...I know I shouldn’t be doing this to myself but I can’t help it... it’s so hard to just face facts and now I’m beating myself up bc I’m starting to make myself feel like the only reason we’re trying for this baby now is bc of a miscarriage... we really wanted that baby... are we wrong for trying again so soon??? My heart is breaking... and I’m scared that I’m going to get my hopes up wishing for a positive that my gut is telling me won’t be there.....