“exploring my body” and boyfriend & body positivity

part 1:

ya girl likes her privacy (like everyone). what I do in my room is between me, myself, and I. my mother doesn’t understand what knocking is. you get what I’m saying? after that fabulous interaction, she sat me down and we had a little chat. she told me that there was nothing wrong with what I was doing, but that I couldn’t use anything “to make me feel good”. catch my drift?

part 2:

i’ve got hella stretch marks and chub. my 1st boyfriend HATED my body and made me feel awful about myself. then, he dumped me for my looks. then, i found a new guy; he obsessed over everything about me. he would rub my belly (it’s not weird), squeeze my thighs, kiss my chest, etc. he loved and cared for me for a long time, and then a week ago, he lost interest! so i’m single and looking for a guy to love my body.

today’s theme;

being a teenager is hard.