Well I’m at my appointment for an checkup to make sure my little bean is ok. I can describe how beyond terrified I am. I was here about two months ago going through this same appointment and the news wasn’t good. Let’s hope today is much better. I need my ladies today as I sit here waiting for the doctor. I know hoping since my symptoms have kicked in finally that all is well but I’ve been here before and given my history that doesn’t mean nothing. My body doesn’t ever recognize something is wrong and will continue the pregnancy. Many positive thoughts are need today. I’m feeling so anxious. Everyone that knows is like you gotta be positive but when you haven’t been through what we have you don’t know how hard that is. I’ll keep you guys posted.