frustrated/sad very late AF

Diana

I was 8 days late on my calculation and 6 on glow app for AF. i had 1 faint pregancy test rest were negative and AF is now here. I'm 42 and just feel like giving up I have 2 children 17 and almost 2..my husband wants one more we have the almost 2 year old together. anyone else have irregular periods last time it came 20 days now it was 28.. I just hope I'm not getting close to menopause..