Welp I’m officially divorced husband tried to reconcile but I can tell his freedom meant more to him, Monday night he called me and let me know he was diagnosed with PTSD depression and is having suicidal thoughts! Wow! I’ve been pushing myself to move on started dating a new guy been traveling the world and domestically too! I know he also wanted my comfort I gave it to him ensured I’d pray for him and also sent him a 30 day divorce guide that helped me! I had to reach out for help as that was like a bomb that unloaded on me! I’ve also heard from a friend in San Diego that he didn’t look so well and that sent me overboard! I know he has to do this for self by him self but it’s rough on my psyche!