Help please 😕

I really don’t know what to do. I am not looking for sympathy, because I know I put myself in this situation. But please don’t judge me. I am simply looking for some guidance 😕

A little background: I have been with my boyfriend for 5 years. I am 19 years old with a 2 year old. I am also 18 weeks pregnant with twins.

That being said, I am stuck. In a toxic relationship. I keep thinking it will get better but it never does. No, he does not hit me. But the verbal abuse is there.

The main problem in the relationship is his immaturity. I stay home and take care of our child, while he goes out with his friends. Parties, smokes, drinks. When he is home, he doesn’t bother to take our son to the park or play with him. He would rather sleep, or play xbox.

I don’t know if I’m overreacting, but I want out of this relationship. I tried to go out one night with my friends, (when our baby was asleep of corse) but he threatened me and told me I better not.

I honestly think he does all of this because he knows he can. He knows I will stay. He knows I will put up with it. Partly because I have to. And this is how I’m stuck. I am a college student. (We both agreed I should go to college to better our family in the long run) and he works a full time job to support our family. I have no income. No way of getting out.

What would you do in a situation like this? Please help me...