I’ve been turned down by two companies already and I kinda feel hopeless and depressed already caused I don’t know if my skills didn’t really fit for real working stage. I’ve done enough good things during my 2 years of my degree and I don’t know what’s lacking. Yes, I know I’m not confident in speaking. I don’t know already what should I do.....I’m having a situation where I’m trying to fix up my thoughts cause my thoughts been so negative for 4 weeks already and I don’t want to share it to anyone cause I know they’re busy and they will not try to listen to me and say something that would hurt me BIG time. I feel hopeless tbh...