So you already know where this is going

Today I had an old fwb come by my friends house and when he was on his way I was having a bit of a panic attack and I wasnt sure why. I felt the need to go to the bathroom even though I had previously showered for the occasion. I ended up doing number 1 and 2 thinking I had more time to clean up alittle bit before he came. The second I dropped it haha he texted me telling me he was there...

So I quickly used some soap to try and clean up alittle before he came up because you know. After I was done I opened the door and we went upstairs and we getting into it. I figured we were ganna have vaginal sex but when he bent me over he said he was going for the ass and I was freaking out because he was already feeling and spitting and I was like what do I do???

Before I know it he’s in and I’m so focused on being able to take him(he’s huge) that I forget why I was so panic but then I remembered I just took a shit and he’s in my ass like what if something comes out!!!!

He pulls out and asked me to suck and when I went to I didn’t notice a scent until it was in my mouth already and there is where the horror started. It was so gross I didn’t know what to do and I immediately stopped and he figured that I was just ready again. I was so embarrassed that I was frozen I didn’t know if I should tell him that there’s probably some shit on his dick or if I should just shut up and move this into the shower.... eventually he came and he went to the bathroom to clean up and I just sat there in like fear and when he came out I was kinda shaking scared that he would have noticed and thought I was gross but he acted as if everything was normal

I kissed him good bye and showered and late on I texted him that I was sorry and he asked for what. I said well if you didn’t noticed then I’m not ganna say anything and he said okay haha and that he had a great time. Ugh I’m so afraid that he noticed and will never text me again...

I don’t know how he wouldn’t have...

I love anal but I think I’m ganna take a break now oh gosh sorry for the gross story