PLEASE PLEASE HELP! (Pics are at bottom) You don’t know how much it would mean if you helped!

I am very insecure, especially since I broke up with my boyfriend several months ago and my acne got way worse. My braces don’t help either. I feel like I look like a man and it’s a problem I just don’t see any femininity. My body is a whole other story I don’t wanna get into.

It gets worse. I have a boyfriend. Add overthinking to the mix, bc like why the hell not?? My boyfriend tells me I’m the prettiest girl but my mind convinces me it’s because he has to. Or like he “signed up” or this. And the worst part is I feel like I’ve pushed him away. He hasn’t shown major signs but he used to love complimenting me as a way to show his love. I accepted them of course, but he knew it was painful for me to accept them.

What should I do? I used to see a therapist but my life got hectic and I never have time anymore. Should I see a therapist bc when I saw my old one I learned to be more confident. I love my boyfriend with every bone in my body and I don’t know what I’d do without his positivity. I can’t break up with him. Am I too toxic of a person? This is me btw! Please freaking tell me it’s in my head that I’m not as ugly and as manly as I think because it’s ripping me apart and ruining everything good for me

UPDATE: everyone is being so sweet and I couldn’t be more thankful because this is such a sensitive topic for me I’m glad people are so kind with it ah. This community is amazing and I’m lucky to have it bc Id be hopeless!