Am I weird for this? I feel like I’m the only one

I get soooo turned on watching my boyfriend masturbate, even thinking about when he’s in another room, if he’s pleasuring himself. Or like when I’m away for whatever reason I can just imagine and it makes me super wet and horny. Sometimes it makes me mad ‘cause I’m not there watching. Idk it’s weird. Also, the porn I watch is guys masturbating like I feel weird that that’s about the only thing that turns me on porn wise. And that it turns me on so much watching my bf do it