Feeling all kinds of emotions

So I was just scrolling through Wish. I wasn’t looking for anything particular. I was just bored and came across this...

I showed my husband and asked him “what if I wore this?”. He replied “you will be alone”. I was confused. If we pass sexy clothing in a store or see it on tv or something, he asks me if I’m going to wear that for him. I told him that I wouldn’t wear this piece in public (I have insecurities with my body) and what about if I wore it for lingerie. I was really joking because my breasts don’t even look that good to wear something like that. He just looked at me like

I felt so sad, like he didn’t even care. My self esteem dropped even lower. I’m probably just overreacting because I’ve been VERY emotional. We’ve been TTC and when I seen a faint line on a test after being 5 days late, I was sooooo excited. Then that night, my period came. I’m guessing it was just an ident line. I’ve been down ever since.