I am scared

I was sexually assaulted June second a Friday night I woke up to him fingering me in my sleep and I ran out of the hotel and started banging on my best door who was getting and my other bestie who was next door to her open and save me we called the police he was in jail and got out that Monday I filed for a protection order Friday morning at nine am I have to go to court and he was also summed to be there and it’ll be the 1st time I have seen his face since that night and I am terrified.. what if I don’t get it and he hurts me again? What if he shows up?? What if he has his lawyer and that his lawyer make me into a slut? I am terrified I am sick to my stomach with worry what do I wear? I can’t do this but I want this and the next time I see him to be the court to put him in jail, to be the last time I see him