9 weeks Ultrasound and there was no heartbeat 💔

I had my 9 weeks ultrasound yesterday and they couldn’t see a heartbeat anymore, they told me it probably happened yesterday or one day before as the embryo was measuring exactly what it should for the stage of my pregnancy. I am very sad and I heartbroken. They will do an aspiration curettage in a few hours and everything seems unreal to me. My husband is so sad that we can’t even talk about it. I just needed to vent a bit as it has never been easy to conceive due to male infertility and this natural pregnancy was a miracle... I wonder if I will ever get my rainbow 🌈 baby...