Another loss

On Tuesday at work I had some cramping, went to the bathroom and had some spotting. I called the doctor and they got me in to an ultrasound yesterday...going backwards- back in February I had a miscarriage early about 4-6 weeks. We found out we were pregnant again May 14th. We thought this one was going to stick and we starting telling people last week. About a week and half ago I had an ultrasound and they pushed back my dates (again) and said the heart rate was on the lower side, but it could be ok, but it could also indicate a problem. The ultrasound yesterday showed no heart beat and they said it was a loss. I tried not to get too close to this baby as I was scared for this to happen, but I’m still distraught and grieving heavily. Tomorrow I’m scheduled for a D&C.; I guess I’m just looking for hope for the future as now I have doubts of trying again. Anyone else go through this and what are your stories?