Advice please.

Okay so I was doing something I never do and shouldn't do. I was snooping through my husbands phone. I'm not proud. I found him talking about how he was SUPPOSED to be deployed. His friend asked if he told me and my husband replied NO she wouldn't be happy. I feel like he hid something major from me! I know it didn't happen and it really doesn't matter at this point but we're a team and there was a period of time where he thought he was going to Kuwait, and he never told me. Never told me it was a possibility or that HE WAS PICKED TO GO. The only reason he fight was because higher ranks volunteered. I just feel disrespected and left in the dark about OUR life. We don't have children so that's not a factor but have been TTC for two years almost. Am I overreacting ??