solo heartbroken

so I've had 4 miscarriage with my someone. we have 1 son out of the 4. And today I found out again I'm pregnant. which he was just saying that he would be happy and the whole reason I'm not on birth control is because he wouldn't let me be on it cause we were trying for 1 more. Well we recently broken up we were going to get married. we have been together for over 2 years. Well I'm moving next week since he said he didn't want to be with me and wasent wanting to commit to me. And the only reason he ever proposed or has been with me for so long is because of our son and he felt like he was obligated to. Well today when I told him he's been a complete asshole all day. he even had the nerve to say in the car that he wanted me to get an abortion. And that why would he be happy about me having another baby with him if we aren't going to be together. I yelled at him saying how could he say that. he said that he wants me to just leave and leave him alone and never speak to him again. that he doesn't want this and doesn't want me and that it was his biggest regret ever meeting me. I'm completely shattered and heart broken and have been crying over a week over him. I don't even know where to start. hea a fuckin doctor and made me be a stay at home mom and now I'm screwed with no job pregnant and no where to go. I don't even know what to do anymore you guys I'm at a co.plete loss. I told him he was cold hearted for saying so many hurtful things to me.