Tonight I Honestly Despise My SO

So let me go back to Monday of this week.

Monday- It was a typical Monday in all senses of the word. Kinda blah. But ultimately nothing bad. He went to work. I babysat, and our youngest was home of course (other kids visit their dad during the summer). He came home and we ate, showered, the usual. He asked if he should wear his contacts to bed since we were going to an amusement park the next day. I agreed he should since he's not an early morning person. He's not even a wake up person. We did the sex. Life was good.

Tuesday- Went to the amusement park and had an absolute blast! We even went to his favorite pizza place about an hour away. It was delicious! On our way home we had an amazing talk. We agreed it was the best part of our day. He said his eyes were bothering him and he took out his contacts.

Wednesday- We had gone and picked up once of our mutual friends. He was a complete asshat to me all day because his eyes were burning. I get it. Being in pain from your eyes is the worst! But all day I tried to convince him to go to the eye doctor. Didn't happen. He was short, and mean. Not to mention rude to our company. I took our company home. We weren't too bed. Well he did, I haven't been sleeping much. Nightmares.

Today- His eyes are still burning. He finally went in to the eye doctor while at work. Cool. Turns out to be a double eye infection. Super shitty. I feel awful. He got his rx and went to fill it. The jerked him around and looked about having it in sick and didn't run his insurance. Just said it was not going to be covered. Added bonus they didn't have it or a generic. Went to pharmacy by our house and they both had the medication and he wound up able to fill it. He was getting ready for bed (after being snippy,rude,and man to me and the people he worked with and customers. ) He walked out to the kitchen while I was BF our DD. She bit the shit out of my nipple. I was bleeding and screamed it hurt so bad. He came walling back ants snapped off the most disgusted "what!?). Like how hard is it to seem concerned? Didnt know if I were scared or hurt. So I lit his ass up four the first time ever. I told him he needed to go back 2 years ago when he was a decent human who wasn't annoyed with me or not concerned why I screamed.He said "you're fine. what do you want me to do?" Hes now sleeping on the couch mad at me bc I didn't want to deal with his shit from the last few days.