Low...

Right now I am sitting on the bathroom floor with the door closed and the door locked...I’m just so over today...I am not where I want to be but do want a lot out of life...my boyfriend is more outgoing and more aggressive when it comes to getting goals done. I have to plan and take my time..don’t do well with rushing into things and usually fumble when I do. I just wish he would be more understanding of the way I do things and that everything does not work the way they do for him for everyone else. I just want to be able to get out there and do what I have to without feeling low and rushed...😕☹️