i just need to vent !

Jay

me and my SO have been fighting back and forth these past couple days like it's been ridiculous the amount of arguing that's been happening between us ! so last night a couple friends came over we were supposed to have a night out with them but he ened up just not wanting to do shit so everyone was like let's just stay in have a couple beers so we did and he just had a stank face all night 😑 in Wich had me pissed off ! everyone left around 1am so we go to bed ! & I really think he thought make up sex would like be great ! don't get me wrong it was fucken amazing but i was still upset !!! so I'm in my fertile week according to glow & I had my feet up while I was putting my shorts back on he was like stay like that I was like why he's like stay like that you know why! we have been trying to have a baby for about 7 months now and well it just hasn't happened after our miscarriage last year ! the only reason why I have been upset was because he told me not to bring up the trying to get pregnant any more. that if it happened it happened and if it did not that oh well I guess that just really hurt my feelings.... so we end up starting to doze off and he hugs me and apologize and says I'm sorry that I've been acting like a complete fucking ass hole these past days I'm just as overwhelmed as you are with everything going on with you not being able to get pregnant with the Dr trying to send you to a specialist .. he looked at me and said I know your going to give me a baby and it's going to be a little girl we have to stay postive in this journey ... I love you so much and it just reassured me that he wants this was much as I do ...