Right so I did a test today, getting all excited... to be faced with a Big Fat Negative. My first reaction was to sit and cry and worry that I would never be able to have a child of my own. Then after much thought I decided I would turn what is usually a negative experience and finding the positives. I mean yes I am not blessed with a seed been planted within me, but I don’t have to worry about morning sickness. I can drink wine tonight. I can eat all the things your not supposed to eat whilst pregnant. I can go in a hot tub, bomb into a swimming pool, and most importantly (to me) sleep on my stomach and all of the things you aren’t supposed to do whilst pregnant) I can enjoy trying and spending time with my partner. So no I am not pregnant but I am not going to let that define me or let it get the better of me. Because one day I and anyone else who worries or is feeling rubbish because of a BFN will get their positives! Just enjoy the now and just enjoy your significant other, I definitely am!

Baby dust to all 💖