Am I weird?

Nina

So I’m the one In my relationship that likes to have everything done to me if that makes sense. I don’t know what it’s called, but I like being “punished” I guess?. So one day my boyfriend came over and me and my mom started to fuss with eachother while my boyfriend was there, and then my mom went into her room. And my boyfriend picked me up in a flirty way and put me on the couch and said “your a very bad girl for talking to your mom like that” and he started to finger me, and he said “ask daddy permission to cum” and I said “yes daddy” and he continued and I asked him if I could cum and for some reason he wouldn’t let me cum, so I held it in. And he put one of his fingers from his other hand up my asshole, and I said “ouch daddy that hurts” and he said “beg, beg me to stop”. So I was begging him to stop (I was into it ) and eventually he stopped and started to choke me because i like it, he said “cum for daddy babygirl” and started fingering me hella hard while I was cumming and was licking my clit. And he said “next time be a good girl” and i thought it was so fucking hot!!! Am I weird cause I liked that he put his finger up my ass? Or is it normal?