I am hating being pregnant

I know this sound terrible and I am feeling so guilty but I am hating being pregnant. This is my first pregnancy and I found out last week I am having twins. I have been so nauseous and have been vomiting violently every morning and sometimes in the afternoon. So I am taking 2 different nausea meds and they make me constipated so I have to take laxatives to make me go and the laxatives make me nauseous. I’m constantly nauseous, bloated, constipated, exhausted and starving. I can’t eat anything because I am so backed up and there is no room for any food to go! I’m just so miserable and guilty because I am hating this. Everyone keeps telling me to keep my head up in this cheery happy tone but I am only 9 weeks and I already feel like it’s been 9 months. Not to mention all the emotions that go with finding out I am having twins... talk about overwhelming. I just hate this. I hate spending hours on the toilet with no result while holding a trash barrel to puke in. Sorry, I know... maybe too much info. I’m just to freaking miserable.

Thank you everyone for your comments. It’s nice to know I am not alone. In fact, I actually cried reading them... thank you 🙏