Miscarriage

I had a miscarriage on April 29. I was 15 weeks and was even able to listen to my baby’s heart beat.

I haven’t been able to cope with it and everyone thinks I’m fine because I smile and act “normal”

I haven’t talked to anyone nor am I ready to do so but I just don’t feel okay mentally anymore. I feel like I’m loosing my sanity and I don’t know what to do.

I tried counseling and it didn’t work for me. Everyone kept saying how they are going through the same thing but they’re not everyone’s different and everyone experiences and feel differently and that gets me so upset:(

Help.