kinda not really showing after losing over 120 pounds

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Today I am 18 weeks 2 days. And I feel like I am not even showing. I lost over 120 pounds before we were blessed with our little one. But now I'm gaining it back like crazy!! according to my home scale I've gained 20 pounds already!! wtf 😭 I'm so hungry all the time 😣 I have a dr appointment this week. I hope my scale is off lol. I have a lot of loose flabby skin where use to be fat. I'm not getting any new stretch Marks but my old ones are itchy as hell!! my morning sickness went away but has been back the past 3 days 😣 wouldn't trade this for anything 💕