My sad story...

So i just want to get this off my chest!

What it wrong with me! Like why can’t a carry a child seriously!

I have 1! He’s a beautiful 7 year old! Then we waited a long time to try and conceive. Last year I got pregnant in may! And miscarried it in August! It was the worst.

Then this year on March 26 (a day before my husbands birthday) I took 2 tests and a big fat positive came out and then for the other two double lines! Meaning I was pregnant. I set up an appointment with an obgyn and a day before my appointment I got my period! So I was heartbroken cause it was either a chemical pregnancy or I wanted to make myself feel a little better by saying it was a false positive (which didn’t help my case either)

Fast forward to this month! I was 14 days late I took a test when I was like 10 days left and two lines appeared with one being slightly faint. Then I took two more tests the next two days same result. But today I woke up bleeding. I got my period. So once I again I feel heartbroken cause now I’m thinking the same after the first time either chemical pregnancy or false positive like it can be I try to make myself feel better but it doesn’t! Like I want to give up I don’t even want to try because I get heartbroken every time .

So then I see all the women here on glow posting that after they took a test and it came out positive they tell they’re significant others by making cute little baby announcements and I’m like I would be scared to do that cause I’ll just end up getting my period and that did happened for the time that it was for my husbands birthday I wrapped the PT in a box and wrap it with wrapping paper and that was hid gift then we were both disappointed when it doesn’t happen. (By the way I’m not bashing the women on here lol I love seeing those posts and getting ideas for when I can actually do that)

But now I’m just stuck in a rot! I feel myself just having 1 child and it sucks cause I wanted to give him siblings but at this rate idk if it’s ever going to happen.