So, I have this issue, which I don't mean to have. Anytime my husband gets a message, I catch myself looking at it with him. He calls me nosey for it. I don't do it because I don't trust him. I trust him completely. I do it because I don't have any friends. nobody ever messages me to talk. I'm not good with small talk. I never have been. I never really had many friends growing up, and in school. Nobody has ever gone out of their way to talk to me. If I wanted to talk, I always had to message someone first, unless they wanted something from me. Even then, they'd only reply a couple times. I just look because it makes me feel like I have some sort of connection to the outside world. I wish I had better communication skills. I hate the fact that my husband sees me as nosey. i just don't know what to do about it, or how to even go about making any friends. 😧😩😓