I feel like I always let my boyfriend walk all over me and I feel like I don’t really stick up for myself not do I speak up about things that bother me for the sake of not causing problems.

There’s times that I talk myself up and will think alright ima tell him this, this and this but when it actually comes to it I deflate and continue on as if nothing.

In general I feel like I always try to please him and put myself second I try to go above and beyond for him and yet at times I feel like I don’t meet up to anything and I can’t really pin point if I’m putting this on myself or if he’s the one making me feel a certain way.