Hi guys, im 21 years old. As the title states I want a sperm donor. Im just beginning to feel like I will never have my own baby. I have tried once at 18 & once at 20. As I get older I realize obviously trying to get preggo by every guy I date is not the way! And having unprotected sex in a new relationship isnt very smart either. I have PCOS & both times I attempted to get pregnant my ex was well aware and on board with it but it never happened and I can honestly say im so glad it didn’t. I think going the sperm donor route is just a better choice for me, however, because im so young I have no support at all. I dont know much about it yet im simply jus posting it here because i have no one else to talk to. Im feeling so down. I know for a fact I want a baby. I graduated nursing school and make good money for anyone wondering so yes I can financially support a baby. If anyone has ever used a sperm donor please share your experience with me. If you think im crazy for wanting to do this you can comment that too. Im honestly just desperate to engage in a conversation with someone else about it. I am currently seeing someone and its not all that serious yet ( we haven’t done anything sexual ) idk how he may feel so im trying to get my emotions in order before i drag him into this. He doesn’t want kids yet and I 100% understand and respect that! The thing is some day I do want to be a family ladies, its all I dream about. I know im young but I dont party, hang out, drink or smoke, all i do is go to work, come home and think about having babies 😩

Thanks for anyone willing to comment 😊 I will absolutely comment back!