I JUST WANT TO MOVE ON 🖤🥀💔

So I was in a on and off relationship with someone that didn’t love me the way I thought he did.We broke up in January after I was finally done with repeated heart break 💔.The thing is now it’s hard to move on.Every time I make a mistake or attempt live again there’s someone that brings up me liking my ex.I tried so hard to be tough I even had made a comment in a group we were both in about him needing to speak now about any problems he may think we have but all I got was a block.I want the freedom to move on these days I seem to call myself ugly,worthless,e.t.c only because everything is falling back on myself like I was the only one that was in the wrong when he cheated,told people he hated me..