Scared to death...

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I’ve had two early losses and I’m now 11w4d and I’m scared to death of something happening this far into the first trimester. I had an ultrasound at 5w3d, another at 6w4d, and another at 9w1d and not supposed to get another one until 22 weeks. My next appointment is at 13w2d and if they don’t do an ultrasound then I’m going to pay the $60 for a private scan. I’m so nervous, anxious, worried, and scared. 😭😭😭😭