I'm a little disapointed, but okay with it (updated)

so I had a twins fairly recently and I can't keep up with them both with the physical strain and pumping. I never got them to latch and on top of it expenses and food gets slim in our home the second and fourth weeks of the month so it takes all my energy and I'm left with nothing. so I finally talked with my husband and decided that I'm going to switch them to formula. I post this anonymously because I'm worried about reactions, but I need to get this off my chest somewhere and I'm too afraid to tell family and friends about it. update: thanks for all your kinds words it makes me. feel a lot better about my choice and for those who expressed concern about formula prices we have that figured out. I'm just happy to have this little comunity to talk to, but I still wish to remain anonymous. Agian thank you.