sent this to my husband

we have been having a really rough time and yesterday he said he finally gives up and wants a divorce. that things will never change and will not get better. after being up all night crying and thinking this is the message I sent to him just now. I hope it doesn't sound too desperate. I'm 26 and he is 32

Last night I did not sleep. All I could do was cry and think. For the longest time I gave into your wishes for a divorce. The longer I thought about that the sadder I became. After I could no longer cry any more tears the sun was starting to rise. Maybe that took away the fear and loneliness of the dark. Not quite sure. Then, I began to feel determined. Not ready to give up and to fight for what we have. To fight for that promise we made to each other. For better or for worse, in sickness and in health, till death do us part. I kept repeating that in my head and knew that I could not give up. That's why that note was on the counter. Not sure if you saw it or read it. We are going to fail each other sometimes. Sometimes it's going to be really big, and sometimes it won't be such a big deal. I'm not giving up because I have failed you. If I give up this marriage is a failure. I firmly believe that things will get better and easier if we keep cool level heads and just talk instead of argue. I will leave you alone now and let you process this when you can. I'm not in any hurry for a response. I do love you.