When we first got together we were both not that into each other so when we broke up I didn’t care and neither did you but then I spent more time with you and I got to know you and I fell in love and I was so happy when you gave me another chance and we started dating. They were the best 6 months of my life, you don’t realise how close I was to killing myself and you cake into my life just in time. You were perfect, or so I thought, you were so kind and respectful and you made time for me and i was happy. But then you broke up with me out of nowhere and your reasons were terrible. I felt so used and broken. You said you wanted to stay friends but it was obvs we couldn’t. I was so hurt, I wanted to die so bad. I don’t understand how you could lose feelings literally over night. All your friends reassured me that you wouldn’t break up with me but then you did and it was like my whole world stopped. It’s now been 4 weeks since that day and I still cry. You weren’t even upset. You made me feel special and now it feels like everything was a lie. You weren’t the best bf but I didn’t care because I had you and that was enough for me. Now I dont have you. I do want you back at the same time I dont because you were so mean to me after we broke up. I don’t see how you could after being with me for 6 months but you threw

All the stuff I had told you about my past in my face. You told me guys only wanted to use me and that I probably wouldn’t be able to find anyone else that would want me. I do believe that now, because of you. You were my first everything and I had never been happier than when I was with you but now if I could go back in time to when I met you, I’d never have spoken to you cause this hurts so bad and I don’t think I can live with this pain.