please help me 💥💥💥

i am so in love with my boyfriend. so. so. in love. we’ve been together for a year and i’ve been so happy.

but recently, i got a new job, and i have this coworker. josh. we’ve become good friends and i’m starting to develop feelings for him. which makes NO SENSE because i’m crazy about my boyfriend. i see a future with him. but then here’s josh and i can’t stop thinking about him either. i’d NEVER EVER cheat but i don’t know what to do. i really am into josh. a lot. but same story with my boyfriend. idk what to do

don’t call me a horrible person and all you strongly opinionated women on here don’t even comment. i’m human and develop feelings towards others it’s natural. but someone please help me i’m crazy about both 😩