Another cycle down 😔

Every month that comes you get all filled with hope and then AF comes. Another month gone, another cycle failed. Another month I failed. I don’t know. This month is doesn’t seem to hurt so bad. Like I kinda have just given up. I don’t think my body can do it. Maybe it will never happen 🤔 My husband doesn’t want it as bad as I do at the moment. He thinks we have years but for me what if it takes years.... sorry y’all just need somewhere to vent. Because everyone in my life is sick of hearing it honestly. It’s the same story every month and it’s like such a blow every month when it doesn’t happen... and everyone asks when are you and your husband gunna have kids.... well we’ve been TRYING for 2 YEARS 😩😭😭😭