I'm so fucking lucky to have you. I could tell you how I feel about you a million times a day and I'd still never be able to tell you enough. Before you I was a mess, I hated myself and I couldn't trust anyone. I thought I knew what love was, but I didn't have a clue. You showed me how to trust someone without even a moment of doubt. It took us a few years to really realise that we should be together, but spending that time loving you from a distance taught me to appreciate the times when I have you close. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you, to live with you and build our home together. I can't wait to watch you cook for us and see you doing all the household chores that aren't as fun when I do them without you. I can't wait for the midnight trips to Tesco and evenings spent watching Netflix (once we finally pick something to watch). I wish I wasn't so afraid of the world and that I could explore more with you, but I know we'll make the best of whatever we do. You're the best part of my life and I'm so proud of the man you're becoming, even if you can't see it yourself. I promise to always appreciate you folding my clothes for me when I'm sleepy, to always get distracted by your butt, to always take the time to cuddle you in the morning while you're still sleeping, to keep improving myself to be the best version of myself for both of us, and to love you and trust you unconditionally from now until always. I love you so so much