please help me im hacing a breakdown im so sad im so depressed. Idk what to do ive been this way for months now and my dr wants to get me on medication but i dont want to. Its horrible. I feel useless and week and ugly and everything. I feel alone. My bf doesnt really show interest on me in this matter nor anything. No one cares about me either im just so alone and stuff. Idk what to do. I just dont know what else to do...