I’ve fallen into really bad depression and idk what to do about it anymore... my boyfriend and I can never see each other anymore bc his job and then when he’s awake enough to come see me I have to work that night. Not only that but his mom put a freaking tracker on his phone so we can’t stop places and talk and makeout anymore, so there goes our only private time ever... my job sucks and I make no money, my friends make no effort to see me or talk to me anymore, and I can’t see the one person I love. I feel like our relationship is falling apart because of it but I desperately don’t want him too I love him so much. Everything seems hopeless like I’ll be stuck i this job and shitty situation forever. I can’t even find joy in doing things I like anymore, everything seems dull and I get bored easily. My parents are no help, they just yell at me for working too much or too little or hanging out with people too much or too little and I can’t win. I’ve expressed this deep depression to them and they brush it off like I’m just having a bad day. Like no???? I feel like I want to die??? Anyway.... please just someone talk to me I feel so lonely