Am I ever gonna find love?! 😥

okay so I wanna hear from the ladies that didn’t date in high school but ended up finding love and are now in great relationships. I’m just outta high school and just had my first boyfriend (never been that good with boys and only one that has ever liked me). Well I just broke up with him after only about 2 months cuz we weren’t talking that much at one point or hanging out cuz we were both busy (mostly him) and I was okay like I feel like if it was real I would be having all these other emotions idk. I am wondering if I’ll regret that tho cuz he was a great guy. But anyway, I’m not great at communication with anybody anyway.

Like is it weird that I’m okay kinda being on my own even tho I had someone willing to be with me? Is it because I’m not used to relationships? Will that change for me? I feel like cuz I have minimal boy experience that I’m just not used to the amount of tim spent with it but I’m also worried with how that’ll impact my future relationship efforts yanno

So I would like some of my questions answered and for people to ease my fear that I’ll never actually be/find love. Especially from people like me who are kinda late bloomers when it comes to the dating scene

All the love x.