Lesbian fantasy but I’m straight???

cxte

I’m 100% straight but I want to be submissive with a girl. I’d also like to be fisted by a girl 🙈 I also want to try scissoring.

Is this normal?

I’ve always had crushes on boys and I’m not attracted to girls but I get really wet when I watch girl x girl videos.

My family would kill me if they saw this lol