Well my whole life I was told I could never have kids. when I was 14 I had to have my uterus scraped off lessons caused by cyst's from my overies. I was told I could never have children. So after years of wanting one I finally gave up any hopes of it. I turned 40 on June 30th and was thinking that even though I never had children, my life is still alright.

well one of my friends decided to give me a gag presant of a pregnancy test, because I hadn't had my period all of June. while my boyfriend was at work yesterday, I was bored and decided to take the test. as quickly as the urin was crossing the indicator box, two very bright pink lines appeared!!

I rushed to the store and bought a 3 pack of early response tests, came home took 2 and same thing!!

I waited for him to come home and took the 4th test, it too was possitive!!!

I think I'm going to be a mom!!!

Update:

I sadly must update this post. I wasn't pregnant for long.😭

I lost the baby on July 10th, It was an ectopic pregnancy. I was roughly 8weeks along. My right Tube and ovary had to be removed along with the baby. worst of it, it still had a heartbeat!!

I am quite devisistated! Fighting off depression. Most days I'm not sure I want to go on, and having an even harder time finding any reason in my life or self worth. However, I have been managing to crawl out of bed most days.