I know you just want help. you want somebody to really hear you when you say you need help. but you're to proud to say it. you have done everything in life for yourself. you're independent and you don't need anybody. I know babe. but just this once, you need to admit you need help. he will help you. he loves you. you're so lucky to have him. you can count on him and you know it. you're drowning in life and I know you're stuck and I know you're upset. but please stop pretending. stop pretending to be okay. it's okay to not be okay. it's okay to be sad, you don't have to convince yourself it's for attention and that you should stop. that's her talking, not you. you don't have to make yourself stop because you feel weak or stupid. you need to feel it to get through it.