I was so overwhelmed with anxiety sitting in the waiting room at the hospital today I could barely hold myself together, let alone stop the tears.

Part of me just could not believe I could have a happy healthy baby like everyone seems to have and part of me didn’t believe that I am actually pregnant, despite the morning, noon and night sickness 🙈

It was the most bizarre and surreal experience seeing the baby on the screen for the first time. I felt like I wasn’t looking at what was going on inside me and it must be someone else.

Feeling very very fortunate that it did go well today and hoping I can finally relax and enjoy this pregnancy.