I’m tired

You know, I’m tired of my husband telling me that he wants to work things out and turns around and gives me every reason not to want to be with him. Being that I’m 11weeks pregnant with our second child and I’ve been to every doctors appointment alone so far doesn’t really make me feel like there is any need for him. I’m not sad when I think about getting a divorce, I’m more angry when I think about why I stay with him. He told me that he doesn’t want to get a divorce, but I really have no choice at this point. I woke up this morning with a sore throat and a pounding headache and he brung our one year old daughter in our room for me to watch while he cleans up the kitchen and then try’s to tell me I don’t want to spend time with them because I laid down and started scrolling on my Facebook (controlling much) he’s just weird. We are two months from our four year anniversary, and personally I don’t see us making it. I don’t see it working at all.

Rant over.