My vagina 🐙

I had my first baby three months ago. I had to get cut because he got stuck. But now my vagina feels different. I know after a baby it’s going to be different but it feels like an octopus’🐙 tentacles. It’s a weird way to describes but idrk how to describe it. Like a split tongue. I hate it and idk whT to do or if it’s even normal. Or I did something wrong while healing!